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Living In Denial

Am I living in the land of denial?

Answer:

YES

Why?

Answer:

Because in the land of denial life seems nearly perfect. I have what I want and what I need. Life is easy with abundance of joy and happiness. It’s like having a dream that I don’t want to wake up. Enjoying every moment of it and wishing that it’s more than just a moment of my life. Unfortunately, Mr. Reality is at my side to wake me up.

I don’t know how long I want to be in this land.

To walk out from this land means to face the truth. Facing things I don’t want to face. The truth is too hard to handle. Hurt, pain, anger, fear, disappointment and the overwhelming sadness.


knock..knock

Whose there?

Mr. Reality

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The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore

have you heard of this song? its in my favourite list...
__________________

I've been twisting and turning,
In a space that's too small.
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall,
You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart.
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart.

Well I can't explain why it's not enough, Cause I gave it all to you.
And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now.
It's the better thing to do,
It's time to surrender,
It's been to long pretending.
Theres no use in trying,
When the pieces don't fit anymore, Pieces don't fit here anymore.

You pulled me under,
If I had to give in.
Such a beautiful myth,
That's breaking my skin.
Well I'll hide all the bruises,
I'll hide all the damage that's done.
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone.

Ooh don't misunderstand,
How I feel.
Cause I've tried, yes I've tried.
But still I don't know why, no I don't know why.
I don’t know why...... why

by James Morrison

Walk Away....

The other day, when I was in the meeting with our angel investor, one question struck my head. My boss had been asked by our angel, repeatedly few times
'What is your bottom line... what is your bottom line when you know it’s the time to walk away without the deal? I want you to give me your bottom line price? Give me your number?

I asked the same question to myself. What is my bottom line? What is my bottom line to know it’s the time to walk away from any so called relationship.

It’s time to walk away when the other party gives me some sign that he doesn’t want to be with me and in my world… and why in the world should I be with someone who doesn't want to be with me.

When deep deep down inside I know it’s the right thing to do. That's my bottom line.

Luak Bay Esplanade, Miri

Falling

a successfull marriage requires falling in love many times,

always with the same person

-Anonymous-

Jazzily Miri

I’m not a jazz person. In fact I don’t know how to define what jazz music is all about and I don’t even own a jazz album. But hey, there’s a first for everything, right?

Last weekend, without having any expectation, I’m having a great time listening and watching eight bands from all over the world performing what is called JAZZ music.

The eight bands are

Day One –Friday, 11 May 2007

1.The David Gomez Sextet from Malaysia featuring Junji Delfino from Philippines

2. KCP4 from India and Germany

3. Lluis Coloma from Spain

4. The Dirty Dozen Brass Band from New Orleans, USA

Day Two –Saturday, 12 May 2007

1. Orak Naa Naa from Morocco and Germany

2. George WashingMachine Quartet from Australia, UK and France

3. Habana Sax from Cuba (my favorite off all band)

4. and once again The Dirty Dozen Brass Band from New Orleans, USA

Lastly, Son2Nos from UK, Venezuela and Philippines who perform under the stars (on the open space) on both nights. WOW!

I'm Happy For You

Congratulation

Pissed Off

Thursday I was so pissed off over very very small and insignificant things. You know that feeling you get when someone does something that makes your blood boil + your face turns red + the muscle in your throat tighten.

Goshhh! I hate it. And at the end of the day, I regret having my energy wasted whereas I have so many other things to handle and manage.

and I’m impressed on how a friend of mine can stay cool almost all the time despite all the pressure and limitation he’s facing right now. I think I should learn the art of being cool.

Diving definitely can calm me down… hmmmmm

I am a...

Read my VisualDNA™ ;

I’m a Wild Cat, Escape Artist, Junkie Monkey, Love Bug.

All you have to do is click on the picture that best describes how you feel about the topic, and at the end your results are tabulated and you get your profile.

Aahhh, we can never hear enough about ourselves.