Someone Like You

I heard this song repeated so many times while driving at NZ. Her crystal clear voice is amazing and now seeing her singing live with piano gives me goosebumps. I exactly remember how I felt at that particular moment of my life. But - I wish nothing but the best for you too.

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.
Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

Location : Jalan Bs 10/1, Taman Bukit Serdang, 43300 Seri Kembangan, Selangor,

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Food for Soul

Happy Monday :)

Terasa mahu berkongsi kisah Wardina di sini. Mengambil kata-katanya : Apabila kita mengambil keputusan untuk menjadi baik, maka Allah akan hantarkan orang yang baik-baik utk berkawan dengan kita.

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Location : Jalan Bs 10/1, Taman Bukit Serdang, 43300 Seri Kembangan, Selangor,
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You have been Missed

I remembered that day receiving phone call from my brother informing that grandma having difficulties to breathe and was sent by ambulance to the hospital. I was avoiding myself being close to my mobile phone. I was afraid. I was afraid to hear the news and updates. As I was busy and carried away handling stuff, I realised I have yet to check my mobile for a while. There was two smses from my brother and the last text was to inform me that grandma has passed away. I'm having a flashback. Our last moments and last hugs, on her good day.

It has been 16 days. I think mom and my brother should have missed grandma the most. They have been taking care of sick grandma for many many months. Taking care of grandma has been a routine. Things now change. The sadness may pay a visit once a while. I hope they will be strong.

More empty spaces in my heart. You have been missed. Al-Fatehah.

I need to Feel safe

I have this feeling of the need to just breakdown and cry. But I decided not to and continue to walk with a hope that it will go away. But what if I want to be weak and vulnerable, what if I want to be lazy and what if I want to be dependent?

Rasa Kelabu

Saya merasakan banyaknya yang saya terlupa. Pada setiap dugaan, saya kerapkali lupa berdoa. Saya simpankan sahaja. Padahal Allah menunggu saya untuk  meminta, merayu dan memohon pertolonganNya tiap hari tiap ketika. Dia mahu mendengar. Saya yang tidak mahu membuka hati. Sombongnya saya. 

Someone asked Ali R.A, "How Do We Know That The Problem That Has Come On Us Is A Punishment Or Trial..?"

Ali R.A replied, "A punishment will take you away from Allah, while a trial will take you towards Allah."

SubhanAllah!

Pesan seorang rakan tentang rasa ikhlas: Jangan ditunggu dan jangan dicari rasa Ikhlas itu. Buat sahaja. Lakukan berulang-ulang kali. Jadikan amalan. Insyaallah, rasa itu akan terbit.

Betul bukan? Kalau nak ditunggu datang rasa ikhlas baru nak buat, sampai bila-bila pun tak buat, sampai bila-bila pun tak dapat. Dapat tunggu sahaja. Kalau mencari rasa ikhlas, perlu terus usaha lakukan sampai jumpa rasa ikhlas itu dan bukannya bila tidak jumpa mencari, kita hentikan perbuatan atau amalan. Lagi lah tidak terbit dan jumpa rasa ikhlas.

Hmmmm

Let it Snow, Let it Snow, Let it Snow

"Sir, What is the secret of your success?" a reporter asked a bank president.

"Two words."

"And, sir, what are they?"

"Good decisions."

"And how do you make good decisions?"

"One word."

"And sir, what is that?"

"Experience."

"And how do you get Experience?"

"Two words."

"And, sir, what are they?"

"Bad decisions."

- Anon -

Question is how do we know the decision is right or wrong? Good or Bad? We will never know until the situation arrised or the result show up. We can only choose to decide based on the best possible outcome at that particular moment. Whatever the result is, we need to make peace with it; knowing that it was the best possible option available.

I'm trying not to sleep too much as I have 10 hours journey back to KL. Having said that, my 11 hours bus ride from Te Anau was like forever. But I'm grateful to arrived safely at Christchurch. Agaknya kalau kat Malaysia sama seperti dari Johor sampai lah ke Perlis. All domestic flight are full, leaving us with limited option and too much consideration to think off.

Coming back home with mixed of feeling. Need the extra energy to continue and change. At times I  think I'm not able to contribute more. Habis sudah semua. I wonder what people do when they hit the wall? Me wanting to change but sourcing for the right reason. Need the extraordinary push for me to be committed with.

Oh, I think I need to come back here - in Spring :)

Christchurch

Location : 24 Main South Rd, Sockburn 8042,
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