ME: Work In Progress :)

12 to 26 June 2013

I intend to revisit my basic. It’s kind of restructuring myself by learning and practicing the fundamental. Perhaps I have to start back with the kindergarten school where all the essential elements are being taught. I’m turning backwards and its okay :)

Honestly, I do feel very inferior not covering my head but I believe everyone has different paths to finding religion and it is even more beautiful when someone wears it because they understand why they have to and they are sincere in doing so.

And maybe you cover your head first, then you work on the rest. Don’t look down on others who work on their prayers, their souls first, then do the last step in covering their heads. We are all on the way there. Kan.

I’m work in progress. Trying to take care of my heart, nawaitu, words, intention, action and everything. 

Thank you Allah, for accepting me as your guest. I'm grateful and blessed.

My Brother's Keeper

The Movie

The book

Spending my time with my nephews and nieces over the weekend remind me of this movie which an adaptation from a book by Jodi Picoult. I didnt read the book but I watched the movie, as such i can't compare which is better. But I just can't stop crying while watching the movie. It was few years back and the movie was realeased in 2009. They said that the endings of the two creations are completely different. In the movie Kate dies peacefully just like she wants too, because Anna does not donate the kidney she is in need of.

These two boys are buddy. They eat, sleep, talk, play watch tv, read books and fight together. They love and hate each other. Almost  every morning, Hariz wakes his brother up to go to school. Sometimes they bath together. He sends his brother to school every day. Sebelum turun kereta, Hariz will salam, hug and say goodbye to his brother.

Hariz in arabic means keeper or pemelihara. Its a big name, carrying his parent's hope and love. This year, he will be three years old. He is adorable as ever. My darling sweetheart. Somehow his warm personality has light up everone's heart.

Haziq, a special boy with mild autism syndrom . He will be five yesrs old this year. A bit of challenge but since he has Hariz, the learning process is more faster. They copy cat each other. He learn how to communicte, have eye contact and sharing.

I love both of them. I hope and pray that Hariz will always be there and be kind to Haziq. The time will come when Hariz IQ and EQ exceeds Haziq capability. I hope he remember that they're buddy and he is his brother's keeper. Amin.