I am a...

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I’m a Wild Cat, Escape Artist, Junkie Monkey, Love Bug.

All you have to do is click on the picture that best describes how you feel about the topic, and at the end your results are tabulated and you get your profile.

Aahhh, we can never hear enough about ourselves.

Keeping It Real

Life is feeling a little hectic at the moment.

Work is insane. Friends and social life quiet. “Igloo” project – work in progress.

Relationship? Well, let's just put it this way - if "Relationship 101" were offered as a subject in school, I would have managed an F-minus. I would have been the worst student.

And below are three quotes that caught my eye….

Life can be so good if we choose to be happy and love the
people that we have, as opposed to people we imagine, we deserve
-anonymous-

The secret lies in the present - if you pay attention to
the present,
you will be able to improve it. And if you improve the present,
whatever happens afterwards will be better too. Each day brings us Eternity.
-Paulo Coelho in The Alchemist-

A happy marriage is a long
conversation which always seems too short
-Andre
Maurios-

On Being Needed and Wanted

" The happiest people in the world are not those who have no problems, But
those who learn to live with things that are less than perfect."

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There is a major difference in being needed and being wanted.

Sometimes, as i grow up it becomes good enough to be needed. i can't seem to distinguish anymore between that…. the feeling of being wanted - truly wanted for who you are and being needed - for people to acknowledge that my presence makes a difference or solution.

And i start feeling like maybe being needed, is just as good as being wanted.

But no it's not, really. It's nowhere near, as good - and I still remember what it feels like to be wanted and how good that is – where i might not settle for just being needed, as and when the need arises.

Being wanted means that a person chose to be there with me, not because circumstances has somewhat forced him to do so. Being wanted, means the other person is there for me because I’m just as important as he is, if not more. It's the choice - the commitment and willingness behind the choice - that makes it all so sweet.

Yes, i'm okay with being needed - but i realized today, how much i'd rather be wanted.

Happy day at PD

do you believe in star signs?

The Scorpio is one of the most prominent of all the zodiac signs. It represents one of the strongest, intelligent signs. The Scorpio personality is usually powerfully intense, strong, and persistent, and the trait of the Scorpio varies with both positive and negative characteristics. Overall, Scorpio's are generally powerful, independent, strong and probing.

Scorpio’s are strong, deep, mysterious, complex, and also secretive. They love to unveil the mysteries of life, and are usually very emotional, often keeping their own deepest mysteries and trials to themselves. Their emotions are often hidden or disguised by strength and motivation. They may appear to calm, stable and self controlling, but in reality they are actually very emotional individuals. The Scorpio personality is unlike any astrologically designed persona. Although it is extremely powerful, without the persistency of their own self discipline, they are more susceptible to pain. And when there is pain present, Scorpio’s feel it like no other because they are so deep.

Scorpio’s prove to be excellent friends. They are loyal and committed to their companions and are often vital roles in the lives of the one’s who love them. They are also extremely passionate lovers, but tend to be more complicated in the world of romance. The typical Scorpio believes in commitment and even marriage, usually only involving themselves with one partner at a time. Although, the Scorpio personality is one that will cherish the true aspects of love, they are more susceptible to receiving a broken heart because of their emotional traits.

Scorpio does have a problem with jealousy sometimes, and they really do have to work on it. Most of them will require proof before actually accusing, but some will go with their instinct. Since they are so intuitive, sometimes they "know" without proof, so if you are with a Scorpio,…… :-)

Scorpions are a go anywhere type of bunch that love to travel. However, more than the actual travel is the experience gained from such adventurous places as India, Mozambique, or Algeria. Scorpios prefer interesting places where things can be learned to places with pretty scenery and landscapes. Scorpios prefer to travel alone but are not against going in a group. When traveling with them, be prepared to follow their agenda as they will not let anything they wish to do be preempted by a group vote.

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and what's yours??

The Last Kiss

From the movie "The Last Kiss", was a memorable line from Tom Wilkinson's character, on the issue of love:-

"What you feel, only matters to you. It's what you do, to the people you say you love - that's what matters. It's the only thing that counts".

Ponder upon that for a while - you'll be surprised.

Shades of Gray

Do life always filled with black and white answers? Or right and wrong answers? See the funny thing about life is that when you take a hard look you find that there are many shades of gray. Sometimes those shades are helpful. Sometimes those are the moments in which you find the brightest colors and sometimes it is where the darkness hides.

Bangau oh bangau

It’s been past a week from my awesome 10 days Mulu trip. All the pain and bruises has gone :-) It was one of the most challenging, exciting, fun and tough journey I had. I’m glad I did it before I get older and older. The trip was not a cup of tea for me… but I know its worth all the pain and effort. Now, I’m still in the office… I need to catch up things… and clear up my table before its get worst. Will upload the photo soon :-)

Do you know how we sometimes find excuses and blame when things do not go our way? Remember that rhyme we use to learn when we were small, "Bangau oh Bangau, kenapa engkau kurus? Macam mana aku tak kurus, ikan tidak timbul. Ikan oh Ikan kenapa kau tak timbul? Macam mana aku nak timbul, rumput panjang sangat. Rumput oh rumput kenapa panjang sangat? Macam mana aku tak panjang kerbau tak makan aku. Kerbau oh kerbau kenapa tak makan rumput? Macam mana aku nak makan, perut aku sakit" ...and so the story goes. See how we tend to find excuses, blame and finger point? So, when we give excuses, it’s called “bangau-ing”.

It takes strength to choose to stop being a victim and accept responsibility of my own actions. The truth is, I’m very well know whatever reasons or excuses (i.e. Bangau) i give can be solved and that there are many choices and ways to solve the problem. But I just choose to keep on mem – bangau sahaja…

So, now…I’m trying so hard to stop mem-bangau, take charge, get it done and move on. Somehow Mulu trip has inspired me to stop mem-bangau. Good luck Sue dan Bangaunya :-D !

A Place Called Home

Have you ever been in a situation where you should be happy but you’re not?. I’ve been trying so hard to be so called "happy" but deep down inside, I feel miserable….

May I have the strength to begin with :-)

OK.. MOVE ON… NEXT

Here is the lyric of a song that I fell in love with.. by Jaclyn Victor and Same Same, Without You. Loved it so much. It puts a smile on my face and brightens up my day. Walla….


The first time I saw you, I knew
I knew I loved you 'cause my heart stopped
The first time I held you, I knew
I knew I love you 'cause my heart stopped

'Cause I.. la la la la la la
Love You..

Love can make you feel so funny
No house, no car, not even money
Will make me feel the way
What I’m really trying to say
Can’t live another day
Without you

The first time I kissed you I knew
I knew I had you 'cause your heart stopped
The first time I missed you I knew
I knew I never wanna leave you

Love can make you feel so funny
No house, no car, not even money
Will make me feel the way
What I’m really trying to say
Can’t live another day
Without you

'Cause I.. la la la la la la
Love You..

Because I.. la la la
Love You.. Love You..
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I think I’ve let myself being vulnerable again…

Yaaamm Seeeng

Wedding...oh wedding... what it is about wedding that makes me tired. Its not that i hate wedding... but most of the time i feel fake.. don't know why... But of course I do want to celebrate their love To my beloved friend,

in love did you fall

dating, proposals, rehearsals

and a wedding to follow

may bliss shine down upon you

and give you peace

may you keep your word close to your heart,

as you walk the path of matrimony

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who's next?