Reminder

Received this gentle reminder on my windscreen from my unknown neighbor. Hehehe. I admit. my mistake. sorry ya neighbor. will park properly from now on :)

Amuk

wow wee

1. Entah kenapa hari ini... ramainya orang mengamuk, termasuklah saya. rasanya tadi dah terlebih kata-kata sikit. so mintak maaf kalau ada yg terasa.

2. ADJUSTMENT - saya kena adjust kepada perkara-perkara di luar kawalan. Saya berharap lama-lama saya akan terbiasa dan menerima. lama-lama saya menjadi lebih relax dan tenang. Tidak lah seperti hari ini. Kacau jadinya jika setiap hari begini.

3. kelakar pun ada juga. tetiba baik sungguh. siap beri puji-pujian. kenapa eh.. hairan nyaaa saya. ada apa dengan hari ini? apa pun alhamdulillah.

4. Consversation bersama teman lama tadi, menjadikan saya lega sedikit. saya appreciate that moment sebab kebelakangan ini saya buntu. mungkin saya hanya ingin didengari.

Henry Wadsworth Longfellow kata

'Ah, how good it feels! The hand of an old friend.'

5. nak balik kampung pagi ni. nasib baik dapat siap kan apa yang perlu.

The extraordinary ordinary

“The difference between ordinary and extraordinary is that little extra.

Yep. Saya buntu.

Perkara yang menarik pada hari yang biasa, minggu ini.

1. Conversation with the boys tentang secawan kopi dan setokin. Saya tidak boleh comment sangat, tetapi jika benar relationship itu semudah secawan kopi dan membuka setokin, saya kira aman damai hidup ini. Jika expectation itu hanya lah setakat secawan kopi dan membuka setokin, sudah pasti seseorang itu tidak mencari sesuatu yang tiada.

2. My world full of angry people and I feel so damn tired. It’s no fun. With this poker face.. I don’t know how long it will last. But I’m mentally and physically tired. I need to deal with this love and hate relationship. Enough moping around.

3. I’m not that ambitious. Really. So I may not be super rich. I may not be famous. I may not be able to afford LV handbag or own fancy car. I may not be able to travel and stay in 5 star hotels and relaxing in the expensive spa. Or perhaps pass down my richness and my empire to my children. Hehehe. Dan itu tidak bermakna saya tidak boleh happy.

4. I think I lost my interest. I need to be inspired again, otherwise life is flat. Day dreaming about a simple life with less responsibility and obligation should bring to an end. Start creating.

5. I cut my hair short – accidently. Adoi… rasa too old to have a short hair. But my day start easy.. now that I can wash my hair daily : ) If I want spiky hair…all I need is the hair wax, otherwise let it be flat.

6. I need to sleep.

I'm Brave Enough

Yes. I admit. I want it badly.

I want to make it happen… somehow.

And I know that I can Only Plan, But God Decide.

Oleh itu, saya redha :)

Poker Face

I paused for a moment.

Then, pretending and trying to continue the conversation

After that I go back, sat down and think.

Trying to digest the information.

I thought I was mistakenly heard.

Think… and Think again

NOT

So, is that person really meant what he/she just said?

Or am I assuming the wrong thing.

NOPE, i don't think so.

Why does he/she do that?

I don’t know.

Until now I don’t have the answer.

It’s passed two months now.

I couldn’t get it out from my head.

Oh.. my please let it slip away…please

Ms Eleanor Roosevelt once said

“No one can make you feel inferior without your consent"

So.. I decided to put my poker face… and start planning my plan B

Things That Matter

"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter."

A fabulous quote by Martin Luther King Jr.

I found myself quietly and slowly letting go of things that matter to me. How can that be good? Especially for things that I really care.

Being true to myself and do what feels right for me are not an easy task. How true I can be to myself when I have so many things that cling on me.

To be free, I need to learn to detach myself. I have to learn not to care and worry too much about the outcome. Work, family, friends, status, image, perception, money and many more should not determine who I really am. Be it with people expectations.

I found this over the net;

“One evening, bored with my moping, my friend tuned in the local alternative radio station, which happened to be broadcasting Ram Dass. He was telling a famous anecdote about the way you catch a monkey in India. You drop a handful of nuts into a jar with a small opening, he explained. The monkey puts his hand into the jar, grabs the nuts, and then finds that he can't get his fist out through the opening. If the monkey would just let go of the nuts, he could escape. But he won't."

If I refer back to the quote, does that mean my life begins to end soon?

good in every day

Fruits?

is that true? :D

2 Steps Away

another super awesome dance

song: Patti LaBelle
dancers : Legacy & Kathryn

Gravity

goosebumps... every single time i watch it

Song : Sara Bareilles
Dancer : Kayla and Kupono