Tape and Glue

Early morning breakfast fill up with question and answer session with a friend.

The good part was the realisation part. I had come to realised the reason I choose to be alone. It is not because it makes me happy or happier. It is because if I ever love someone again and then it fell apart, I might not make it. I may not able to survive with the pain. The pain could go on forever.

I choose the easier way out. I choose to be alone. The sort of person I am - it’s all or nothing. Be it with family, friends and work - all with full hearted. So if I ever fall, I fall hard.

To my friend, thank you for asking. You’re too much for me right now. I’m scared. I'm damaged. I’m busy with the tape and glue.