Day 30 –A photograph of yourself today + three good things that have happened in the past 30 days

Three good things

1. Survived in a challenging Q&A session. I thought all of us in a same one boat, unfortunately not. I have large, medium and small boat. I'm somehow answerable to all this boat. Oh well, we survived until the next visit in June.

2. Celebrated mothers day with mom and granny.

3. Bought new phone that i like. It took me more than three mths just to find android phone that does not burn my pocket and fit to my heart.

Yeay! 30 days Challenge completed :) What next.

Day 28 – In this past month, what have you learned?

I have learned that

• Lebih baik diam apabila tidak punya jawapan
• Lebih baik kasihan pada diri sendiri drp mengharap orang kasih han kan kita. 
• Unlimited - itulah responsibility saya
• Tiada ubat untuk penat
• Hidup... begitulah

Day 27 – What kind of person attracts you?

Yang mahu, Yang tahu, Yang sanggup, Yang punya dan Yang menerima.

Day 26 – A photo of somewhere you want to go

Saya mahu ke jalan yang lurus, jalan yang telah dianugerahkan nikmat kepada mereka, bukan jalan yang dimurkai dan bukan pula jalan yang sesat.

:) 

Day 25 – Who are you?

I am not...

wonder woman

bionic woman

Xena the warrior

or Jem and the holograms :)

Someone who’s struggle in her everyday life and takes time off once a while.

Day 24 – A photo of something that means a lot to you

My Super Mom

Day 23 – 15 facts about you

Oh.. my day 21 and 22 post sudah hilang. Maybe akan muncul semula - kata blogspot.com.
Saya teruskan dengan soalan 15 fakta bukan auta :

1.  Penakut, tapi buat-buat berani

2. Tidak bersukan dan tidak tahu naik basikal

3.  Perkara yg melibatkan haiwan dan tumbuhan bukan minat saya

4. Tidak adventurous apabila bab makan. 

5. Suka buat muka – unintentionally and intentionally

6. Cepat panic, Cepat stress dan Cepat terasa hati

7. Ya. Saya cengeng

8. Perahsia

9.  Cuai dan pelupa

10. Bergantung harap pada GPS. Tidak boleh ingat jalan

11. Tidak suka cakap lama-lama ditelefon

12. Jadi bodoh kerana cinta

13. Rimas melihat lelaki membawa handbag wanita - err.. tak boleh bawa sendiri eh?

14. Always makes mistake

15. Comot

Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

Dear Mr and Mrs Right,

Yes. You can put the blame on me. Shit happens and I made a mistake - causing you to lose thousands of 'business opportunity'. My apologies.

You can say anything that you want. It's Okay. You can continue to look for my other mistakes. You may play the blame game. 

But I'm not interested to join you. I choose, at my very best to see the good in everything. 

I'm not playing any game. I'm just plain tired and all I want to do is to get things done and go back home.

After all, I have a life to live :)

Day 21 – A photo of something that makes you happy

Lelaki disebelah saya tidak dapat melihat. Saya membantunya membuat aktiviti collage. Saya tanyakan padanya, gambar apa yang dia mahu. Jawabnya, dia mahu saya memilih gambar yang membuatkan saya gembira. Dia mahu collage yang saya buatkan untuk nya memberi maksud kegembiraan.

Setelah selesai semua proses menggunting dan menampal gambar-gambar daripada pelbagai jenis magazine yg ada, saya ceritakan padanya secara terperinci tentang collage tersebut. Tentang semua gambar-gambar gembira yang saya pilih untuknya. 

Dengan riak senyum dimukanya, perlahan dia katakan pada saya yang dia sangat happy hari ini. Dan serta-merta saya sedar, betapa bertuah nya saya. He has indeed made me happier :)

Day 20 – The meaning behind your blog name

Need to catch up, so that I'm done in 30  days. Previously, my blog name was The World through My Eyes. I changed it, to make it more relevant, i think.

To Live 100%, To Love Unconditionally and To Laugh Insanely.

Life is what you make it, make it happen and make the most out of it.

Day 19 – A picture of something you want to do before you die

Continuing my 30 days blog post challenge. Yeah I know. I stop halfway. Saya ke R&R untuk rehat dan rawat. Tired of drama. Tired of everything. Off all, saya teruskan mendaki juga.

The map above shows what I want to do before I die (beside performing rukun Islam yg kelima). Backpacking for one month, from London to London --> France, Spain, Italy, Greece, San Marino, Austria, Liechtenstein, Switzerland, Germany and Holland.

Oh. I hope and pray. Amin.

Day 18 – 5 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex

Five things that irritate me:

1. Rude

Budi bahasa amalan kita. The way you speak and act - define who you are (yep.. not the way you look). Kadang-kadang mendengar anak-anak kecil bertutur dengan perkataan yang kasar, rasa nak piat je telinga. Tapi yang herannya si ibu dan bapa membiarkan sahaja.. isk..isk.

2. Fussy

Oh... saya memang tidak tahan dengan mereka. Saya cuba elak dan lari sejauh mungkin. Tapi mana mungkin ya. Selalunya saya diam dan tutup telinga. Ya lah... kalau cerewet segala... itu tak kena, ini tak betul.. mood pun kacau.

3. Time

Somehow I just can't tolerate with lateness. Nak kata saya punctual sangat tidak lah. 10-20 minit late is still okay. Tapi kalau dah menunggu sampai lebih setengah jam, muka saya pun dah jadi biru. 

4. Controller

Setiap jam perlu bagi report -- dimana, buat apa, dengan siapa, kenapa.. dan mcm-mcm soalan lagi. Macam polis pencen buat soal siasat :) Perlu ikut cara dan t&c mereka. Aduh letih dibuatnya. 

5. Taking things for granted

Some people are just hard to be with. They like to make it hard even for the small things. Perhaps they don't know how -- how to appreciate, how to say thank you and how to value the things they have. Until its gone.

Day 17 – How you hope your future will be like

I heard this song, very looong time ago, when I’m still a little girl -- Que Sera Sera, Whatever will be will be. I guess this is how I live my life now since I’m not a planner.

But I do realised that I have been struggling to find my balance. It’s difficult and delicate. I tend to get frustrated with myself when things fall out of balance. I have too much things on my plate and when I don’t have my ‘me’ time, my balance goes off the line. I wonder sometimes, is a balance even possible or is only a myth.

I hope as my life goes on – I’m able to find my perfect balance.

Day 16 – Short term goals for this month and why

1. new handphone
2. new laptop


simply because the old one give up on me; disappeared and non-functional

Day 15 – Something you don’t leave the house without

house key.
hari ni tidak mahu menulis panjang :)

Day 14 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to

Love this medical drama tv series. I've been addicted since the first season until now - seventh season. It's a great drama about everything going on in real life. Its current, relevant and full of emotion. Watching Grey's Anatomy is like a roller coaster ride - you just can't help to connect with all of them. And i love the monologues too.

Day 13 – A picture of your favorite band or artist

This is one of the most easiest question asked :) Siapa lagi kalau bukan Bon Jovi. I grew up listening to their songs. More about Bon Jovi

In the early days 

Current

Day 12 – Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is

At thirty you want to be free. At forty you want to belong. Me? I'm too lazy to start all over again. I don't have the heart anymore.

Day 11 – A picture of your favorite memory

My best friend and I climbed mount kinabalu. It was my personal declaration and she was there to support me. It was the turning point of my life :) 

Day 10 – A photo of your favorite place to eat