Tuesday, November 30, 2010

virus -ve


Di sekeliling ada rasa sedih, marah, kecewa dan putus asa
Rasa negative ini penyakit berjangkit
Ada juga yang dah immune. Menerima sahaja
Ada yang berjuang melawan
selebih nya, entahlah.

Saya juga dah mula menampakkan simptom.
Tapi cuba buat tak tahu sahaja.
Saya bernafas dalam-dalam
dan ingatkan diri sendiri
kan Tuhan itu Maha Adil

pic dari thecre8ive

Monday, November 29, 2010

lil brother convo - 26 Sept 2010



congrats bro :)

Melastik Bintang


I’m a realistic person. That’s the fact. My judgment will always base on result and history. Good or bad.. I don’t know. These few days, I have been trying hard to think outside the box, to think BIG. To believe.

So if you ask me to shoot the star - I will. Lets work out the magic spell and the magic formula. I may not believe we can shoot the star, but I believe we can give our 100%. That’s what I believe. Perhaps miracle do happen - when we put everything into it.

Someone told me - if the boss ask you to jump, don’t ask why but how high :)

pic credit - lemrac

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Welcome to the World Hariz :)


i'm two days old


i'm two months old and i'm not listening to you

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Nowhere Island


I really really need a vacation. Was almost purchase this group tour all inclusive (return flight+Hotel+Tour+Tax) 10D8N Paris European x-trip to 6 countries - France, Switzerland, Italy, Austria, Germany and Belgium via airasia today. Promotion was damn good. Yesterday, i checked RM 4,600/person min two pax. Unfortunately today, when everything confirmed and about to purchase, the package price increase to RM 5,200. Aduhai... banyak tu. Was busy the whole day and did not anticipate that the price will increase. Menyesal gila tak beli awal :(

So, here i am with very low morale, dreaming about my vacation @ nowhere island. Jauh dari kesibukan kerja dan suara-suara sumbang. Tiada conversation tentang perkara-perkara stress. Just relax and chill by the beach with my book and ipod. Everything is perfect.

Sigh... Its time to sleep and I guess i should continue my vacation while i'm resting my eyes. Good Night. Sleep tight.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

i'm four years old


Four years ago today, I wrote my first blog entry. It wasn’t much. I write to keep me sane and at the same time keeping beautiful quotes or stories that I like. Looking at my stats, I don’t think anyone actually read it, but it felt good to write something. It’s like a personal reminder. 205 stuff was posted since 23rd Nov 2006 and growing.

Blogging is therapeutic for me. So, this blog is about me. You may hate it or like it :) I wouldn’t consider myself a workaholic but a lot of my time is spent at work and I am not really interested to blog about my work and office.

I absolutely agree with JRD – ‘Blogs are a form of self expression. We are not machines that generate news, that’s what newspapers are there for’

Saya cuba sedayanya untuk tidak terlalu stress. Belajar untuk menikmati hidup seadanya. Yang pasti, saya tidak akan mendapat semuanya. Berusaha, Menikmati dan Menghargai. Semoga kehidupan kita di Berkati.

Live 100%, Love Unconditionally and Laugh Insanely

Quote from
Earl Nightingale - Learn to enjoy every minute of your life. Be happy now! Don’t wait for something outside of yourself to make you happy in the future.

Friday, November 19, 2010

Pecah kaca Pecah gelas


Saya membaca article Pecah kaca pecah gelas di The Malaysian Insider. Teringat kisah lama berbelas tahun sudah. Memang betul, waktu itu tiada hp, tiada sms, email apatah lagi skype dan video call. Kami berbalas message melalui org tengah. Kursus dan kelas yg berlainan menambah sukar. Tetapi membolehkan kami low profile.

It was love at a first sight for both of us. I saw him from a class photo and immediately asked my friend about him. My friend hates him so much. Katanya budak nakal dan sombong. But, somehow I was attracted to him.

Esok nya rakan saya dgn sungguh excitednya memberitahu he asked about me too :) I was sooo surprised. Mcm tak percaya kan, but it’s true. Dia nampak saya menuggu bas utk pulang ke hostel. Kebetulan pada waktu itu dia bersama rakan saya.


Oh.. the rest was a history. Menulis adalah cara kami berkomunikasi. Nota pendek, nota panjang, kad raya, kad good luck dan surat. Itulah caranya utk kami berhubung. Tiada teknologi. Life was simple. Waktu itu student yg menjual bunga, kek dan chocolate boleh jadi kaya. Betul.

Pak Lah café dan pantai adalah tempat kami. Selalunya kami akan bertemu setelah dia selesai dgn aktiviti berbasikalnya ataupun badminton. Waktu menunggu, saya sudah kan dengan membaca komik pedang setiawan dan raja rimba. Suka betul saya dgn kedua-dua komik itu. Entah ada atau tidak lagi komik ini sekarang.

Saya kira menulis dengan pen dan kertas adalah lebih personal. Tulisan tangan adalah unik dan berlainan untuk setiap individu. Effort bersusah payah mencari posmen dan posmen yg tidak boleh di harap juga menambah value. Kalau marah sgt boleh guna pen merah dan capital letter :D

Buat arwah, al-fatehah, semoga berada di kalangan orang yang beriman.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Story of Appreciation


Loooooong day at work and I read this story @ FB. It is worth to share.

Author : (Unknown)


One young academically excellent person went to apply for a managerial position in a big company.
He passed the first interview; the director did the last interview, made the last decision. The director discovered from the CV, that the youth's academic result is excellent all the way, from the secondary school until the postgraduate research, never was a year he did not score.

The director asked, "Did you obtain any scholarship in school?" and the youth answered "none".
The director asked, "Is it your father who paid for your school fees?" The youth answered, my father passed away when I was one year old, it is my mother who paid for my school fees. The director asked, "Where did your mother work?" The youth answered, my mother worked as a cloth cleaner.

The director requested the youth to show his hand, the youth showed a pair of hand that were smooth and perfect to the director. The director asked, "Did you ever help your mother wash the clothes before?" The youth answered, never, my mother always wanted me to study and read more books, furthermore, my mother can wash clothes faster than me.

The director said, I have a request, when you go back today, go and help to clean your mother's hand, and then see me tomorrow morning.


The youth felt that as the chance of landing the job is high, when he went back, he happily wanted to clean his mother's hand, his mother felt strange, happy but mixed with fear, she showed her hands to the kid.

The youth cleaned his mother's hand slowly, his tears dropped down as he did that. It is the first time he found his mother/s hands so wrinkled, and there are so many bruises in her hand. Some bruises incite pains so strong that shiver his mother's body when cleaned with water.


This is the first time the youth realized and experienced that it is this pair of hand that washed the cloth everyday to earn him the school fees, the bruises in the mother's hand is the price that the mother paid for his graduation and academic excellence and probably his future.


After finished cleaning of his mother hand, the youth quietly cleaned all remaining clothes for his mother. That night, mother and son talked for a very long time.


Next morning, the youth went o the director's office.
The director noticed the tear in the youth's eye, asked, "Can you tell what have you done and learned yesterday in your house?"

The youth answered, "I cleaned my mother's hand, and also finished cleaning all the remaining clothes."


The director asked, "Please tell me your feeling."


The youth said:


Number 1, I knew what is appreciation, without my mother, there would not the successful me today.

Number 2, I knew how to work together with my mother, than only I can realize how difficult and tough to get something done.


Number 3, I knew the importance and value of family relationship.


The director said, "This is what I'm asking, I want to recruit a person that can appreciate the help of other, a person that knew the suffering of others to get things done, and a person that would not put money as his only goal in life to be my manager. You are hired."


Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Memahami Erti Pengorbanan


Tahun ini beraya di rumah sendiri (yeay!!). Sambil menanti emak dan adik-adik sampai, saya membaca semula kesah-kesah Nabi Ibrahim AS dan keluarganya Siti Hajar, Sarah dan Ismail. Dua hari ini, saya superstress. Jadi saya perlu mengingatkan diri saya semula agar memahami erti dan makna pengorbanan yang sebenar.

Dalam saya membaca, saya terjumpa blog ini dan suka sangat dengan cara penulisan pemunya nya. Meminjam kata-katanya - Yang berkorban itu, Allah bayar.

Salam Aidiladha :)

Monday, November 08, 2010

Sunday Morning with Grandma

It’s been a while not visiting Grandma. So, on Sunday I make a point to go before Raya Haji. She’s look tired but happy to see me. I spent more than 2 hours just listening to her stories. Nenek boleh ingat semua cerita-cerita dulu. Kadang-kadang sebenarnya she’s been repeating the same stories :) Her favorite stories are about my late grandpa, my late dad and about us when we are still young, green and silly.

This year, grandma will be 85 years old. Alhamdulillah nenek masih mampu jaga diri sendiri, walaupun kaki sudah tidak segagah dulu. Ingatan nenek masih bagus, cuma agak kurang dengar. Nenek kata tinggal satu juzuk lagi dia akan khatam Al-Quran. Dia bersyukur mata masih dapat membaca walau kurang jelas.

Antaranya, Nenek bercerita tentang asal usul kedai runcit yang sekarang dijaga oleh mak. Katanya arwah atuk sanggup mengadai tanah untuk fund arwah bapak beli kedai itu yg berharga RM700 (oh… waktu tu besar nilainya). Mujur sebahagianya arwah bapak pinjam MARA. Kedai runcit itu adalah satu satunya pusaka arwah ayah yang masih memberi rezeki buat kami. Kata nenek arwah bapak beli kedai itu sebelum kahwin dgn mak. Arwah memang mahir buat rempah giling. Kalah kedai mamak. (Tapi sekarang ni mana ada rempah giling lagi daaa, semua serbuk).

Selalunya, macam tu lah bila visit nenek. Dia hanya mahu didengari. Tidak perlu masak segala.. dia tak makan. Dia hanya makan makanan yang dia masak. No outside food allowed :D. Semoga nenek panjang umur dan sihat selalu.

Happy Hours


Too much of happy hours these few weeks. Catching up with friends during birthday month allowing me to eat all those yummy food. Alhamdulillah. Tapi habis lah tahap kolestrol saya nanti.


Last night I watched this 3D ghost movie. Hahaha.. sungguh merepek cerita ini. Then going for steamboat at flaming. Makan ketam tak ingat… penuh satu pinggan dgn kulit ketam.


On Friday, I had fun picnic-ing at Janda Baik again. This time with two other families. Arrived home around six after doing my banking stuff. I felt damn tired and fall asleep. Guess what I’ve been sleeping for almost 11 hours. Gila ah.. gile lama. Tak sedar langsung.

Felt guilty with myself, i did house chores on sat night.. cleaning up the house like never ending story. Adoi penat. Somehow I felt it is such a waste if I use the time that I have with sleeping. Oh sungguh buang masa. I should do more productive stuff.

Sunday, November 07, 2010

The hard IS what makes it great


What is the use of climbing Mount Tahan?
errr… i guess ...no use. I did not bring back anything from the mountain. Only the memory, cut and bruises as well as knee pain. Oh yes.. i lost two toenail too.
If you have not climbed any mountain, how can I explain it in words? You have to experience it yourself. Otherwise you won't see why we go. What we get from this adventure. And why all this hard work and pain is worth it.
If it wasn't hard, everyone would do it. It's the hard that makes it great - Tom Hanks

Let the photos do the talking.
(photos credit to Kamal)

Saturday, November 06, 2010

Tahan Photos

my stuff

starting our journey @ jambatan gantung

air terjun
kubang campsite
@ berlumut


the trek
hotel 5 bintang

bonsai
botak
botak
camp is ready, we are on our way to summit
lupa eh nama pokok ni
we are small and insignificant compared to the mountain

yeay! (sejukkk)




kembali sampai di jambatan gantung... fuhh lega

Thursday, November 04, 2010

Just because…. Doesn’t mean….



Just because I didn’t complain doesn’t mean I don’t have a hard time. Seriously. I repeat - Just because I didn’t complain doesn’t mean I don’t have a hard time.

I’ve been juggling myself with time as I make a promise to myself to change. To be a better me. To manage my time efficiently and to set my priority right. I have been going through this change for a while now. Hopefully it will be a habit sooner or later.

As such, I don’t have time for petty things. Don’t complain to me about small things. About the food, about the weather, about hair, about not enough sleep or about how much you hate your job.

To be honest, I do have plenty of things to complain – be it about my job, about my single life, about people around me and many more. It’s unlimited. I just try my best not to complain too much.. sikit-sikit dah la.. saya pun manusia juga. Please don’t say to me again – tak pe la.. you dah biasa. Ayat ni bagi panas je :(

Sometime I work late, not because I’m sooo in loved with my job. I’m single, not because i so much enjoying the freedom of having my own space and I keep quiet, not because I agree.

I do feel tired. But we have reasons to do all this. Maybe its responsibility, maybe because I’m scared, maybe it’s because it is the best thing to do. The fact is that we will never get all the things that we want. Period.

Looking at the brighter side, before we start complaining our life suck.. ask again.. compared to what?

When I have a gloomy day.. I said to myself : Tuhan itu Maha Adil.

Good night peeps. Pleasant dream :)

Wednesday, November 03, 2010

Eat Pray Love - The Movie

I have to say that i watched this movie simply because of Julia Roberts. Having read the book, i sort of anticipate how the movie will be. The thing that i like the most about this movie beside Julia is the cinematography which brings us to three distinctive places - Italy, India and Indonesia.

I kind off speechless when the movie end. Nak kata best pun tak, nak kata tak best pun tak juga...in which i feel very much ambivalent about it.

"To lose balance sometimes for love is part of living a balanced life." - Ketut Liyer, the medicine man

Revolutionary Road


I was extremely moved by this movie. It's about how we live our everyday lives without stopping to think about what we are actually living. I loved this movie and I could watch it over and over. Great acting and great characters but no happy ending.

Quote from this movie:

April Wheeler: I wanted IN. I just wanted us to live again. For years I thought we've shared this secret that we would be wonderful in the world. I don't know exactly how, but just the possibility kept me hoping. How pathetic is that? So stupid. To put all your hopes in a promise that was never made. Frank knows what he wants, he found his place, hes just fine. Married, two kids, it should be enough. It is for him. And hes right; we were never special or destined for anything at all.

John Givings: You want to play house you got to have a job. You want to play nice house, very sweet house, you got to have a job you don't like. Great. This is the way ninety-eight-point-nine per cent of the people work things out, so believe me, buddy, you've got nothing to apologize for.

John Givings: If you wanted to do something absolutely honest, something true, it always turned out to be a thing that had to be done alone.

and you should watch this too ;)