Relationsheep

I'm taking a day off today, to keep me sane and to rest. I miss home. I miss my own bed and having my me time quietly at home (seriously?  quiet... naaah.. only happens if i quit my job). That's how i spent my day today. Termakbul juga, Alhamdulillah.

Rest is an expensive word. I have to earn it. I have to deduct my leave to rest. God knows how exhausted an worn out i have been. I've been working all days, saturday and sunday non stop for weeks. Gila ah. Mcm pembantu rumah warganegara asing. Hari-hari kerja. No off day.

I found normal people resting all day in the office. Sigh.  Like i said to my team earlier,  too bad they stuck with me and we have tonnes of work to be done.

I've been running here and there to keep my relationsheep with family,  friend and work. Often i wonder if all this worth it? Feedback i got was that i'm too accommodating,  as such people take advantage.

It's true. I let it be.

Apa pun, patience patience patience, so that i can push it through... utill the game is over.

Good night.