2013: Mixed Feeling

That is how I summed up year 2013. Not a super fast bullet roller coaster ride but it was not easy though. I can't really tell much about the ride as it was not the things that I'm able to share. 

Alhamdulillah, for my Happiness list in 2013. Not as much as last year but I did spent more time per trip. Less destination and more time spent. Lots of memorable moments some of it I chose not to share and keep it close to my heart :)

January - Maldives

Feb - Ho Chi Minh

March - Sydney on solo

April - Ho Chi Minh

June - Umrah

July - Bali

Sept - Brisbane and North NZ

Nov/Dec - France, Spain and Morocco

2013 was colorful  on work related matters and plain on personal department. I have my moments of putting my guard off and rebuilt it back. Somehow along the way, I lost my soul and its gets to my head. I had thousands of 'i don't know' moments and I wish i have all the answer. Some decisions were wise and most of them I let my heart decide and paid the consequences.

I can feel that in 2014 the the road will get bumpier, the road will be windier and perhaps the lights is getting dimmer at the end of the road. I have to be strong. I have to be brave. I have to wear my gladiator suite. Hmmmm... see.. I HAVE TO. Terpaksa habis.

I should change this. I should say, I want to be strong, I need to be brave and I can wear my gladiator suite should i feel small. I want to appreciate and create more me-time, be selective and focus on what matters the most. The rest is just insignificant.

 Inside my head, I have lots of things need to be changed. I need to find my way home.

Orang yang ingin berubah, perlu berusaha.

In Shaa Allah, Amin. Thank you 2013, Happy New Year. Have a blessed 2014.