a Beautiful Struggle

Woohooo.. a month passed by without a word about Japan trip. Hmmm.. time and money, do you have enough?

I didn't realised that I have learned so much previously and that gave me a lot of sense and foundation as I am today. Perhaps when you are in a new environment, all that you have left in the pocket that you carry all the time is the valuable experience.

I have been learning every day. This constant learning is my Beautiful Struggle. A hopeful kind of struggle that you know it takes time but the end result would be beautiful. It is a process with an intention to change and educate me to BE better.

Why I say it is a struggle?

Because it stretching me every single way. The way I think and act will produce result. It's a constant need of STOP, THINK and ACT moment. Sometime action is faster than the brain that needs time to think. And of course I cannot control the situation, I don't know what will happen next.

Why I say it is beautiful?

Because I'm being hopeful.. that I smell the roses.. I feel the sea breeze and I see the light at the end of the tunnel.

This is not ayat pujuk hati.

Alhamdullillah.