Pssst... can I share you a secret? Do you able to handle it?
I have one consideration. It has been on top of my mind for a while now. Yes. You're right :D
I just want to be Lazy.
I have the feeling to go backwards. When life seems lil easy. Less baggage on my shoulder, less responsibility and less thing that I should know. Will I be happier when I am able to be like normal people?
If life is as easy as a formula, my assumption would be:
Being Lazy = Less Pay
Am I ready to take the cut? Entah, but its possible and doable. All i need to do is to stop travelling and then rent out my 3 bedroom apartment which i currently staying and me rent a studio unit, which a lot cheaper.
(Give up travel + smaller apartment) = (less responsibility + more time) would that equal to happiness? I don't know. Grass is always look greener on the other side.
Most of all, I admit I have limited capabilities. If the company require and in need of more skillfull and competence people, regrettably I have become liability to the company. I'm sorry. If that line crossed, I'm more than willing to go. No heart feeling. I fully understand. The word being liability scares me.
And on the bright side of it, I might be able to be l.a.z.y. and be like normal people kan.
For now, tabahkan hati and lets increase our saving. Kot hujan turun, ada extra payung :)
I have the feeling to go backwards. When life seems lil easy. Less baggage on my shoulder, less responsibility and less thing that I should know. Will I be happier when I am able to be like normal people?
If life is as easy as a formula, my assumption would be:
Being Lazy = Less Pay
Am I ready to take the cut? Entah, but its possible and doable. All i need to do is to stop travelling and then rent out my 3 bedroom apartment which i currently staying and me rent a studio unit, which a lot cheaper.
(Give up travel + smaller apartment) = (less responsibility + more time) would that equal to happiness? I don't know. Grass is always look greener on the other side.
Most of all, I admit I have limited capabilities. If the company require and in need of more skillfull and competence people, regrettably I have become liability to the company. I'm sorry. If that line crossed, I'm more than willing to go. No heart feeling. I fully understand. The word being liability scares me.
And on the bright side of it, I might be able to be l.a.z.y. and be like normal people kan.
For now, tabahkan hati and lets increase our saving. Kot hujan turun, ada extra payung :)
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