Stop and Smell the Roses

I can hear clearly the sound of wave from the ocean. Its so much reminds me of what had happen many years back. How can i forget that.

I choose to be here. Near to the ocean in a hope that i can calm myself, rest and relax. Far far away from home. Does it really work? I don't know.

Its also a gift to myself for working damn  hard. I deserve this. Afterall its my birthday and 10 donkey years of working. I should appreciate myself.

Yup it cost me a bomb but  entahlah. Somehow i dont care anymore.  I have the urge to treat myself good. I'm tired. Extremely exhausted. Partly, this is me giving up. Do not know how far i can go.

Being here, doesnt mean i can find the solution. Its just a temporary distraction. I still need to find my way.

Being here I feel humble.  There is so much beauty in the world. I just need to stop and smell the roses. I wish i can stop the time from ticking and continue smell the roses.

Be grateful. That's should be my mantra. Shut away the ungrateful feeling. Tuhan itu Maha Adil.


Gonna miss this island. Thank you for being nice too me. I had a great time with you :) Much Love.


See you tommorrow morning, Bolehland :)

Location : Bodu Magu, Guraidhoo,