A Place Called Home

Have you ever been in a situation where you should be happy but you’re not?. I’ve been trying so hard to be so called "happy" but deep down inside, I feel miserable….

May I have the strength to begin with :-)

OK.. MOVE ON… NEXT

Here is the lyric of a song that I fell in love with.. by Jaclyn Victor and Same Same, Without You. Loved it so much. It puts a smile on my face and brightens up my day. Walla….


The first time I saw you, I knew
I knew I loved you 'cause my heart stopped
The first time I held you, I knew
I knew I love you 'cause my heart stopped

'Cause I.. la la la la la la
Love You..

Love can make you feel so funny
No house, no car, not even money
Will make me feel the way
What I’m really trying to say
Can’t live another day
Without you

The first time I kissed you I knew
I knew I had you 'cause your heart stopped
The first time I missed you I knew
I knew I never wanna leave you

Love can make you feel so funny
No house, no car, not even money
Will make me feel the way
What I’m really trying to say
Can’t live another day
Without you

'Cause I.. la la la la la la
Love You..

Because I.. la la la
Love You.. Love You..
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I think I’ve let myself being vulnerable again…

Yaaamm Seeeng

Wedding...oh wedding... what it is about wedding that makes me tired. Its not that i hate wedding... but most of the time i feel fake.. don't know why... But of course I do want to celebrate their love To my beloved friend,

in love did you fall

dating, proposals, rehearsals

and a wedding to follow

may bliss shine down upon you

and give you peace

may you keep your word close to your heart,

as you walk the path of matrimony

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who's next?

cotton candy

People ask me: “Do you have a boyfriend?”
I would ponder and tell them no.
And they’d ask me why.
And I’d always say: “I’m enjoying my single life.”
If I were to be honest, I would have said: “I don’t know why.” And that’d be the truth.
I admit that I can fancy people easily. But I don’t easily fall in love. Liking someone, is not loving someone. It’s just not the same.
What do I look for in a guy? They would ask. Questions, questions…
Well, fundamentally, I just want someone who would want to be part of my world, I guess. My strange and peculiar world. Someone who can make me wants to be part of his world too. It’s about sharing not owning... (i know i sound absurd)
Now I’m scared. I’ve always been scared. And I’m sick of that.
“Scared of what?” You ask.
I’m scared of being hurt once more. Scared that I’m being hurt by something that was actually never meant to be. Scared of the one I might fall for, and end up being disappointed. I’m scared that all I thought to be true……were just mere lies…
I’m scared of my imagination, for it can run so wild beyond your imagination.
If that last truth was true…then above all…I fear that he stopped loving me, because of a stupid misunderstanding, a stupid mistake, and because…because… arghhhh

Goodbye & Welcome

It’s here. 2007. The New Year ... again.

As the thought finally hit me earlier today, looking back, I couldn’t help but feel that 2006 had passed surprisingly quickly. Break-ups, family troubles, financial issues, health problems … it was all there. Yet…I resigned myself to think that 2006 wouldn’t be the worst year of my life.

I don’t have any resolution for this year. Does that mean I’m not giving a commitment towards my own life? Am I afraid to explore what is out there for me? Or is it my very own power that I’m afraid to trust?

Happy New Year my dear friends !
Mon, 1/1/07