menunggu Merdeka..

31 Ogos 2014

Banyak dan luas maknanya kali ini. Mengharap rasanya manis.

Mengharap juga saya punya satu hari utk menikmatinya... satu hari untuk saya. Satu hari untuk tidak memikirkan. Satu hari untuk bebas berbuat apa saja. Satu hari untuk menikmati ringan nya bahu saya. 

Satu hari nikmat 'Merdeka'

.... sebelum saya dijajah semula. 

eventually

It will subside..

Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If I quit, however, it lasts forever. - Lance Armstrong. 

I chose to quit and hope something good will take its place :)

i love u, forever

Sad song. I feel you, Sia.

Syawal, seadanya

MZB

Cheeky Hariz, wink wink

Hariz photobomb

Ramadhan berlalu pergi. Menyambut Syawal seadanya.

We have all the TIME in the world..

NOT.

'Buying time' is expensive. I can't afford. I need to follow my own time, phase and deadlines. Or else I will collapse.

Don't be angry and upset with me, now or after this.

Cause I don't have all the time in the world.

Time is free, but it's priceless. You can't own it, but you can use it. You can't keep it, but you can spend it. Once you've lost it you can never get it back - harvey mackay

Happy Anniversary

Tong ikan @pasar bp

It has been exactly 13 years today. Pat myself on the back.

As I packing and shredding all my stuff yesterday,  I can't help to feel overwhelm with mix emotion.. of work, people and what these 13 years has made me as a person. The old document of financial reports, business plan, valuation, salary and etc brings some nostalgic feeling. Giving me a flashback. I spent 10 hours yesterday just to shred those p&c documents. Few weeks earlier, 56 boxes of document ready to be sent for storage. Now I only have 2013, current year and whatever on my desk to be cleared. Phewww. Lega.

Moving forward,  I don't want to look back anymore. Nekad. Start fresh.

Sabarlah..

Speechless.

How much more...

I need to give and to give in..

I believe Ramadhan is the easiest month for me to change my routine. Be it with the caffeine, food intake, time management, money and etc.

So everyday by 7.30am, i already glued to my desk, go thru my to do list and ready to go.. with a hope to be efficient and productive. What happens if I work non-stop? Can I be efficient?

No break, all work for 10 solid hours. Pengsan. Yet, i still have piles of work need to be done. It still not good enough. Gila ah. Everyday I went back home with disappointment.

People always says, extra hours at work means unproductive and inefficient. Believe me, I tried. Work just never ends.

Perhaps each one of us have our own challenges to face day to day - challenge in regards to money, time, sickness, business, family,  friends etc. Mine is never ending work (and others.. not to mention here).

Oh. Have a lilttle faith. Sabarlah.

Times up. Need to get ready for work. What if i start at 7.00 am? Early bird catches the worm. Ok, bye.

I want..

I want to travel. Oh.. can I say I need to travel?

Itchy feet.

But I don't have any energy and motivation to do research.

Anybody has a plan? Can I tag along? I promise to be lazy good. 

Don't worry. I can adapt, no complaints.

Just make sure not so much shopping in the itinerary. Sight seeing would be good.

Bahahaha..... kata boleh adapt. Kata tak de complaint. Ceh!

MH ada promo sekarang. Pergi London, balik ikut Frankfurt bulan Oct RM 2591. Murah tu. Boleh naik A380.

Saya tengah tanam anggur bulan Oct.

Jom pergi Eastern Europe. 

Tak pun, pergi USA pun ok.

Jom...

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Hellooooo..o..o...o...o.. (ada echo)

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Rasanya.. cakap sorang-sorang.

Tak de orang baca blog saya ni... Hmmmmm.....

Sambung garu kaki.

Bring out the worst

As I drove back, heading home after break fast, I knew that I 'm turning into monster again earlier today. These whole process has bring out the worst in me.

For that, I should always remember these moments. Moments where I knew what's enough and why I chose to move forward.

Before things turns into sour, when the worst in me burst again, I need to step back and breathe. Remind myself that my inability to cope with the surrounding and job responsibility, are reasons for me to walk away.