Japan Trip: 1. Kembali

1 to 8 May 2015

That's how my trip will be in Japan for 8d/7n. Fly in Osaka Fly out Tokyo. Flight from KUL to KIX at 1am and takes 6h25mins with one hour ahead of M'sia time.

I did not do much preparation, but being in Japan before... I hope I'll survive. I have my JR train pass and booked all the hotels. So that good enough. The rest, ikut kaki melangkah. Tujuan asal untuk menegejar sakura.. cari punya cari tiket ended up terbeli yang lewat. Mengikut ramalan, dah habis dah sakura :(

I only need to take 3 days off for this trip. Jimat kan. Tapi it's actually not a good time in Japan as they are celebrating Golden Week where 4 national holidays within 7 days. One of the busiest time in Japan.

Hmmmm... tak pe lah. Musim bunga di Jepun.. i like. Ayuh!

Restore

Five full days with Penang team and HK team really depleted my energy. When I arrived home on Thursday night, I was already weak and looking forward to sleep on my own bed. I can't really slept for all those four nights at the nice boutique hotel. Entah lah.. ada je yang tak kena. I woke up at 5am everyday.

I took out my lens, brush my teeth, changed my clothes, switched off the light and then hopped to bed. I really miss you bed. It was one of those deep sleep i had. But the tiredness was still there and all day at work, I cant wait to meet Saturday.

Today, early morning I spent more than 2 hours to watch 3 episode of Grey's Anatomy. Oh no... they killed Mc Dreamy. Sad. Then I start unpack my bag, sort out my dirty clothes for laundry and iron, vacuum and mop the apt and then cook some simple dish. In the evening, I take a nap. Oh.. that luxury nap.

I felt okay now. I restore myself when I'm alone :)

Why do bad things happen to good people? We ask that question so often it’s become a cliche. But that’s because bad things do happen to good people, constantly. You just have to hope when it’s your turn, you’ll know what to do, how to cope, how to persevere. But the truth is, you don’t know how you will react to a worst case scenario. None of us do, not until it happens. - Meredith Grey

Cleaning up

It has been super looooong week. I meant it. Looooong. Not going to share all the details as i'm too tired.

Being with her.. stretch me every corner, every inch and every space that i have.

But, i learned a big lesson today. She had shown me how far she's  willing to go down to get things done. Even when she hold such a high position, she willing to do all the hard work without  hesitation, without question and without excuses.

She just do as per madate.

I'm impressed.

my Kindness..

taken for weakness.

I always have this thought that to be successful, you need to have extra strong personality. You need to have distinctive character that somehow will carry you through the challenging  moments. It may look like heartless, selfish and brutal, but it's actually just doing what is required.

Being kind, being thoughtful and being well manner human being will never take you anywhere. People won't listen to you. People don't take you seriously. People take advantage of you. Do you agree? You can't  move mountain by being polite!

But i know... i'm wrong.

I should look up and learn all the kindness shown by The Prophet.

Memories are like Ghosts

Some will come back

To visit you

Even when they are uninvited

It lingers

Without your permission

They say Hello 

In your mind

They sneak in

Out of no where

Without your permission

They say Hi

In your dreams

They just pop up 

Participate as an actor

Without your permission 

They just there

Not saying a word

Watching you

Looking at you

Without your permission

They are like ghost

Invisible, but there

Inside your brain

Creeping and messing it up

Without your permission

Brighter Day

1. I have less distraction at work and i'm loving it. Most of my time spent inside my room, visiting the Property and Penang. I do not have staff under me, I do not need to take care of the office and of course people, I eat my lunch alone, I don't gossip, I only discuss, I say Hi in the morning and Bye in the evening and I only report to one super smart and scary lady boss who is thousand miles away but feel so close. With all these, my energy is really spent on work, not people.

2. Relationship makes me weak. Love makes me weak. Enough said.

3. Few years back, I have this thought of adopting baby. But now, reality hits me. I woke up and have the sense of realisation and reasons of why certain things are fated for me. I want it for a wrong reason. I, myself inadequate of caring and nurturing a human being. 

4. Since my working hour has changed, my life has more sense of balance. I'm happy when I can clock out at 5pm. It justified why I need to be out from the house by 6.40am. I love being the first person in the office. It's like getting up early before the insanity start.

5. Surprisingly I didn't miss travelling much. But I do look forward  for my next trip. It's just that the urge of travelling has slowly and quietly behave. I don't feel the need to be somewhere else and not here. Perhaps my running shoes need a rest too. Hmm... turning domestic (or maybe because I have finished my annual leave for the first half of the year..hehe)

6. I have less thing to write. Is this good? I don't know. Does this means, I feel content with my life? Entah. Or am I slowing down?

7. I love love love this song by Ellie Goulding - Love me like you do

Good Night.