the truth is..

♡

Yep. Like seriously.

Melting Pot

I have a strong feeling now that I should not be part of the melting pot. It may cause damage to myself and I may not even realise it.

Now, I can (somehow) forsee and relate myself to the difficulties that i may face in the future. I'm having too many flashback. 

What if, in the end I have to fight for my own survival, like the hunger game. No more cover up and no more immunity. 

Who do you want to protect? Is it worth the trouble? 

Time to keep my mouth shut.

Good night world.  Shutting down my eyes while my brain can't stop thinking.

don't take my Candy jars, please

I have been been collecting candies. Various types of colourful candies. I believe I earned it. So please don't take my candies. It is my saving. The taste of sweetness that I have collected from my sweat, tears and toil.

I believe you have your own candy jar. But maybe since you withdraw it every day, you may not even realised it. You actually  had consumed your candy every day.

You have traded your candies with big house, big car, branded and luxury items and a lifestyle. You already have consumed your candy each and every day. 

So please, stop thinking that life is unfair to you. Stop being victim. Stop thinking that things are easy on me just because I'm able to travel whenever and takes longer leave.

There's a lot of stories behind the scene ; how I managed to juggle time and money. So don't make an easy assumptions just because the front end looks perfect. The back end - has a lot of stories to tell. I always need to play catch up games. I work in average 12 hours a day, on weekends and public holidays, no mc (yet) and to date only one time off taken.

So, please don't take my candies. I need my candies for my travel. Shooooh... move away. Don't envy my candies.  I earned it, the hard way.