Ouch! Needle All Over Me

I’m not sure I believe in acupuncture, but I do hope my shoulder back feels better and my sleeping cycle back to normal. So, without any expectation, my friend and I went to Subang yesterday to this young lady house. It was a small scale at home kind of business.

I’m not that nervous as how hurt it can be when the only item used is needle.. hehehe.. berlagaknya eh. Tapi seram seram sikit juga. The lady holds my left hand to check my pulse. She told me that my kidney is consider weak as such I may have digestion problem. Due to that, I may have high level of toxin in my body and that’s why I don’t have a healthy skin.

She poked the needle all over my left side of body. They were just minor discomforts, really. Macam kena gigit semut api. But at some point, its little bit hurt. In between, I secretly count the number of needles on my body while she continues to poke another four needles on my face. I think there were 18 needles all together.

She also shared that acupuncture will improve blood circulation and unblock the natural flow in my body. Konsep sedekah applied in acupuncture – means that the stronger part of our body will contribute the energy to the weak part.

As this is my first visit, it’s FOC. I have to continue for at least 10 hours to see the result. Furthermore, to maintain the ‘wave’ I have to regularly visit at least once a week, otherwise I have to start the routine all over again.

Oh.. for now, I don’t feel any different , but I decided to continue at least for 10 hours to see the result. One hour acupuncture cost me RM 15 ringgit. Ok la since my monthly massage routine does not work anymore. I'm +ve on this :)

Reminder

Received this gentle reminder on my windscreen from my unknown neighbor. Hehehe. I admit. my mistake. sorry ya neighbor. will park properly from now on :)

Amuk

wow wee

1. Entah kenapa hari ini... ramainya orang mengamuk, termasuklah saya. rasanya tadi dah terlebih kata-kata sikit. so mintak maaf kalau ada yg terasa.

2. ADJUSTMENT - saya kena adjust kepada perkara-perkara di luar kawalan. Saya berharap lama-lama saya akan terbiasa dan menerima. lama-lama saya menjadi lebih relax dan tenang. Tidak lah seperti hari ini. Kacau jadinya jika setiap hari begini.

3. kelakar pun ada juga. tetiba baik sungguh. siap beri puji-pujian. kenapa eh.. hairan nyaaa saya. ada apa dengan hari ini? apa pun alhamdulillah.

4. Consversation bersama teman lama tadi, menjadikan saya lega sedikit. saya appreciate that moment sebab kebelakangan ini saya buntu. mungkin saya hanya ingin didengari.

Henry Wadsworth Longfellow kata

'Ah, how good it feels! The hand of an old friend.'

5. nak balik kampung pagi ni. nasib baik dapat siap kan apa yang perlu.

The extraordinary ordinary

“The difference between ordinary and extraordinary is that little extra.

Yep. Saya buntu.

Perkara yang menarik pada hari yang biasa, minggu ini.

1. Conversation with the boys tentang secawan kopi dan setokin. Saya tidak boleh comment sangat, tetapi jika benar relationship itu semudah secawan kopi dan membuka setokin, saya kira aman damai hidup ini. Jika expectation itu hanya lah setakat secawan kopi dan membuka setokin, sudah pasti seseorang itu tidak mencari sesuatu yang tiada.

2. My world full of angry people and I feel so damn tired. It’s no fun. With this poker face.. I don’t know how long it will last. But I’m mentally and physically tired. I need to deal with this love and hate relationship. Enough moping around.

3. I’m not that ambitious. Really. So I may not be super rich. I may not be famous. I may not be able to afford LV handbag or own fancy car. I may not be able to travel and stay in 5 star hotels and relaxing in the expensive spa. Or perhaps pass down my richness and my empire to my children. Hehehe. Dan itu tidak bermakna saya tidak boleh happy.

4. I think I lost my interest. I need to be inspired again, otherwise life is flat. Day dreaming about a simple life with less responsibility and obligation should bring to an end. Start creating.

5. I cut my hair short – accidently. Adoi… rasa too old to have a short hair. But my day start easy.. now that I can wash my hair daily : ) If I want spiky hair…all I need is the hair wax, otherwise let it be flat.

6. I need to sleep.

I'm Brave Enough

Yes. I admit. I want it badly.

I want to make it happen… somehow.

And I know that I can Only Plan, But God Decide.

Oleh itu, saya redha :)

Poker Face

I paused for a moment.

Then, pretending and trying to continue the conversation

After that I go back, sat down and think.

Trying to digest the information.

I thought I was mistakenly heard.

Think… and Think again

NOT

So, is that person really meant what he/she just said?

Or am I assuming the wrong thing.

NOPE, i don't think so.

Why does he/she do that?

I don’t know.

Until now I don’t have the answer.

It’s passed two months now.

I couldn’t get it out from my head.

Oh.. my please let it slip away…please

Ms Eleanor Roosevelt once said

“No one can make you feel inferior without your consent"

So.. I decided to put my poker face… and start planning my plan B