The Holiday

excerpt from the movie

I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible, and how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you, and it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong, or how you could have misunderstood, and how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy.

And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door.

And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new, and you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again, and little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.

Penang in a day

everything falls into places today. the plan and timing turns out well.

woke up at 4.50 am, get dressed to catch flight @ subang @ 7.10 am. had early breakfast while waiting to depart. arrived at destination @ 8.30 am and straight away heading to penang hill.

window shopping at queensbay mall at 11.00 am until 1.20 pm. arrived at pak su restaurant, juru at 2pm for the yummy nasi ketam and udang goreng kunyit.

drove back to kl at 3pm and reached my home sweet home at 7.30 pm.

what a day : )

Mencari Yang Tiada

Wondering where did the year go?... I find myself looking at the side of my blog. Browsing through my past entry, take a step back and contemplate 2009. I would say it’s a full year of being alone and putting my life back piece by piece like a huge puzzle.

May great things happen in 2010. May I’ll be wiser, stronger and bold. I should believe in my own ability to change and have the courage to begin with.

happy new year!