Friday, October 30, 2009

STOP


STOP

I need to stop feeling sorry for myself.
It’s been a while now. I thought it will slowly fade away, but the emotions creeps into my thoughts and stuck into my head and brain. I start to slip into self –pity mode consciously and unconsciously over and over again.

It makes me insane.

I need to retrain my brain not to obsessively thinking and stop worrying. It never did anyone any good.

Nobody gets out of this world alive.

They say count your blessing and stop comparing.

For now.. it doesn’t work.

And it’s my birthday.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

She Is Love




awesome song! so sweet :)

I've been beaten down, I've been kicked around,
But she takes it all for me.
And I lost my faith, in my darkest days,
But she makes me want to believe.

They call her love, love, love, love, love.
She is love, and she is all I need.
She's all I need.

Well I had my ways, they were all in vain,
And she waited patiently.
It was all the same, all my pride and shame,
And she put me on my feet.

They call her love, love, love, love, love.
She is love, and she is all I need.

She Is Love by Parachute

Sunday, October 18, 2009

(500) days of Summer



Boy meets girl: boy falls in love, girl doesn't.

The opening line tells us this is not a love story, this is a story about love.

This film follows Tom’s life for 500 days after meeting Summer.

I thinks it's original, realistic and avoids all the usual clichés. No extra ordinary.

I loved it for its creativity.... and because Tom…. is cute ;)

the 'old' me

old photos to remember. how time flies ;)


me


sis, me, bro in our favorite car with mum


sis and me

bro & me


bro, cousin, me and sis

Monday, October 12, 2009

Superman Itu Bukan Aku

Tempat Kejadian : Mc Donald
Tarikh : 12 Oct 2009

Saya : dik, kasi lunch set Mc Chicken satu
Dia : dah habis waktu. dah lepas pukul tiga. akak order set biasa la.
Saya : eh... dah pukul tiga ke...sambil melihaat jam. ohhhh... dah 3.30 rupanya. kalau mcm tu saya nak happy meal chicken burger satu.
Dia : air milo?
Saya : Tak. orange.

Selepas membuat bayaran, saya terus duduk dan makan. Lapar dan Letih.

Semasa duduk, saya terasa lega kerana berjaya mengambil masa untuk menarik nafas. Beberapa hari ni sibuk dengan macam-macam perkara. Tadi pagi memecut laju dari kampung balik ke KL. sampai ofc terus terusan membuat kerja tanpa henti. Kelmarin, juga memecut laju balik ke kampung selepas kerja.

Kadang-kadang terasa.. berbaloi kah? this is the price you have to pay when you care too much. question is, what it takes from me for not to care?

I'm not superman. and i cant be one. and i don't want to be one.

The ironic part is - while i'm enjoying my so called lunch, i look out for the happy meal gift. GOSHHH - Its a superman.

other super hero available for free :)



semasa otw back to ofc, this song was on air... duh... again?





aiseh...ada apa hari ini dengan mr. superman?